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i have cried for two days and two nights... tears unconsciouly fell down my cheeks. kasi may problema. lagi nalang akong inaaway ni vince. pero i try my very best to understand him. i'm happy naman with him eh. ewan ko ba. kakaiba ako magmahal.

ten things i'll be doing this june:

1. resume my workout

2. eat healthy foods(veggies)

3. magTIPID! and open a new bank account

4. keep intouch with my barkada (if i have a lot of load that is)

5. read my assigned Readings

6. be more understanding to my boyfie

7 drink a lot of water

8. i'll get a mani and pedi? hehehe

9. i'll not text that jc anylonger

10. be more friendly and approachable.

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gosh lapit ng magend ung month at pasukan na ulit. tinatamad na akong pumasok actually. but what am i to do??? duh! parang bitin ang summer for me since i'm just starting to enjoy it. wierd noh?

hay... napadaan lang ako.  

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 i just finished my clearance... kala ko matatagalan pa kasi i had a problem with the human kinetics division. may di pa raw ako naibabalik na bola ng volley ball. ang alam ko naman... i didn't borrow any ball from HKP. basta. nung monday pa sana ako tapos nagpaclearance. pero it's ok na now.

kainis pa kagabi... grrrr...    di ko napanood ung full hose kasi may ginagawa si montano sa sala... kainisa talaga...

my  plans for this summer are as follows: learn nihonggo, workshops workshop workshops!!!! and workouts!!!! burn that fat baby!!! hehehehe... the reason why i want that workshop (but i'm not telling what it is) hehehehe is para maipamukha ko sa pesteng sheen na yon that i'm not any ordinary girl. that i am more than she thinks i am. kala nya kung sino sya!!! manigas sya!!!! gggrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!! although hindi na nya kami ginugulo ni vince, i want to show her what i am made of!!!! kala nya... she's just a social climber. duh! hindi ako social climber noh! may class ako. at bakit naman? what's the point of climbing up if i'm on top already. hay nako inis talaga ako sa pesteng babae na yon.

because of her naiinis na ako sa mga nursing stud na makikita ko, makakasabayan ko sa jeep except my friends... basta... if only i have magical powers to crush her or even make her uhm... i dunno... maybe an armadillo? hahahaha... i'm such a bad gurl. hehehe. pero bait din minsan. hahahaha...  tsaka with that magical powers i would be able to apparate to where vince is.hehehe.

pero i wish na sana hindi nalang kami nagaway ng kuya kong sutil... kasi nakahanap me ng masmagandang workshop.. not to mention former beauty queen ang magtuturo. hehehe.. ano kaya un noh? maybe next vacation nalang yon. but for the meantime, i would like to focus on studying my japanese language. hehehe. 

one more thing... aileen's couzin, si jason... himalang nagparamdam. hehehe. nag PM sya sa YM ko. di ko nakita ung date kaya di ko alam kung kelan un. obvious ba??? hehehehe

i'm on my 3rd day.... 

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actually di ko inisip intensyon na magpost ngaun.  i'm making my project kasi. yeah im making one kahit na summer na! kainis kasi ever ang Pol sci pero it's fun. i'm doing my presentation about cruelty to animals mainly dog eating, cockfighting, horse fighting and dog fighting. rude pala pagkatay ng aso. iiickiii kadiri. nakakaawa talaga mga aso. hindi lang pala dito sa Pilipinas nas dog eating. pati sa korea and other parts of asia. gosH! it's a savage act sabi ng mga westerns. oh well.. enough with my project.

andito me now sa isabela. sa santiago na sobrang init. naunsyame mga plans ko this summer davah??? but still i'm still happy with the way my relationship with vince is going. we're still happy and getting stronger kahit na magkalayo kami. literally na magkalayo. hello!!!! nasa america sya diba?? put that in mind will yah. hehehe. magkaiba nga lang ang time dito don. pero i'm dealing with it smoothly.

my things are back na pala. madami kasi akong iiwanan na gamit hir sa isabela. i'm not using them kasi sa baguio kaya it's just a waste of time and energy to bring them again back to baguio when i could just leave them hir. my mom could use some of my pajamas at night. hehehe. 

 i am suppose to go to globe telecom today pero grabeng init sa labas. who would want to stay under the heat of the summer? well, in boracay, that's an exemption. hahaha. my purpose kasi of going there is to apply for a plan na! yeepee!!!  pero i think i'm the last priority. i'm always their last priority. kahit na sa passport ko bakit di pa nila asikasuhin so that i could get away from hir. am i getting bitter already? i think i am. beats me! it's not my fault why i'm like this. maybe a bit but not entirely.

well, adios. i should be getting back to my project as always.  

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he's in L.A na... my hubby's in L.A.. umalis sya nung sunday and
will be spending th whole summer break there. ang saya ng usapan namin
nung sunday buong araw kami magkausp.before pumasok sya, he asked me
what pasalubong na gusto ko sabi ko sya nalng bahala..hehe pero he
suggested a ring kaya n. un nalang...

i miss him so much na... kahit 2 days pa lang sya na nandun...